Busi-ness

I don't know but something in my blood makes me lose my integrity to my passion and sweeps me inexorably towards the big, fat and ugly BUSINESS world. The child in me needs to fight harder and convince me to live with contentment with an old HDB flat,roadside blankets and a grumpy BUT thrifty wife..... There are many priorites a man needs to suceed and maybe dreams will come through after a lot of hard work. But Of course, I do not mean being totally obsessed in his career, neglecting everything else (which is easily achievable by most men). But someone like me, so obviously rather sit back and dream of being a rock star someday... yea. SIGH.. but reality has found its way to dreamersparadise and destroyed everything.. everything. Make myself sound like a slouth... since I already look like one right?

Anyway, priorities... I know.. currently God first, Family, Career, girlfriend and friends, then other stuff like hobbies. But how about Secondary school times? As far as I remembered, it's easily girlfriend first and everything else later... i mean for guys la.. For girls maybe best friends first or something(whatever gives u a sense of existance). Perhaps, people's existance become threathened as they grow into adults when they do not grow emotionally or mentally with the others, being way to comfortable in the past. Issues arise then relationships suffers. Well, was talking to a good friend the other day.... his obviously is sex first, everything else later.. heh.

Another thing i realize, so many people who are depressed have a lacking sense of self-relevance in this world.. I have seen people change... it may seem that they grow out of it, in my opinion, they have found their meaning and relevance in their world. So maybe if you find yourself in depression often, maybe you should get out of your own world and stop looking at yourself... There are many people who needs your talent, your encouragements, and your smiles.. you will definitely find much more to live for. Of course, do leave yourself some attention too. After all, we're still humans.