Not so pro.

Been shooting for the past 3 days. Tired and feeling out of sorts.
Now, just plain lonely. I feel quite stupid worrying and stressing out because of the film. While the director gives me a feeling he's just playing around and this film only fits into his life of stupidity and reckless ambitions, i feel I might have just worked too hard. Well, not anymore. I hate bitching and I hate working with pretentious people. And I'm done shooting. The rest is up to him. I've done my part and I've done it well.

One good thing that came out of this is that It makes me appreciate our culture even more. or rather, our values, our upbringing. I'm so glad we're not like them.

On the a lighter note, here's congratulations to our soccer team's victory! I must say even though I was standing on the sidelines and watching, I felt like I just played an awesome game with you guys! Although you guys might have stood a (much much) better chance with me, I must say you guys did pretty well! So give yourselves a pat in the back and say, "man, you should have played.." = )

I recognize stress when pimples start appearing and i'm shaking to the rhythm of the dryer due to excessive (but sugarless) V in my blood. I hate it when I have to force myself to sleep while my body is still restless, but my eyes are too tired..

Looking forward to seeing you again..