remember

I'm definitely quite stupid. From choosing symphathy, understanding, trust, respect, or honesty, I choose the later. And I concede in this world, it should come in hand with a compromised amount of discernment - of choosing the right time.

Looking back, I failed many times, but I will never say too many, but each time, there is a price to pay. Now, I want to come off a clean slate. To start anew. To have a samsonite of new and clean garments. Lord, forgive me and make me new.

I am ready to move on to the next phase in life. Finally caught up with Dave yesterday. Had a good drink and a share of bitching, metrosexual health concerns, school, fufure plans, relationship ups and downs, our ultra hip and interesting lives. Somehow, I think about star signs, and I do wonder if it's because we were born on the same day of the year, that we're so similiar - in desires, interest, obligations, perspective and understanding. And to some extent, morals too. Though, the huggest difference we have now is our plans to settle down. heh. But great friends are hard to come by and I recognize it right away when one comes by. Most times its out of respect, some sense of admiration, similiarity in interest, and somehow, through struggles that are inherent to the construction of bonding in the best mates in the world.

I am glad that though I do not have many friends, I have that few that are enough to make up my life and make it wonderful. These are the people, that I will recognize, honour and share my success with when I finally make it somewhere. And I look forward to that joy we will all share together in future. = )

Cheers to a great life!