And now I know

Man don't cry...
Man, it's so hard not to.
After reading Eddie's blog, its so hard not to. Just a single frame of my memory is enough to put a strain on my heart, so much as to let the the images keep coming through. There is no doubt the best days of my lives were with u guys.. I missed it so badly. If I could turn back time, I wouldn't have let us grow apart. It was the best cell group. The best roadtrips. The best indo mees. Even the potato chips taste different now. Oh man.. Even tho, my life may been filled with other things, nothing could have made up the joy you guys have given me.

It's so hard. so damn hard to think I could have just gone back this time.

But I had to choose otherwise.

Was it even a choice? I don't know.

I miss you all.

Respetckt.