FOUSY

Yes, that's what I've been feeling lately. FOUSY. (derived from the term FUGLY) Where's the optimistic, positive, open minded attitude now? Where's the I'm really contented where I am now... where's the "can't be better" replies now? HAHAHA. In your face! Mister chin-up, everything's great and what-a-wonderful-world guy.

It sucks man. Finally hitting the deep end.. and it can get worse. Everyday is such a drag. everyday, till i get out of here. Nothing to look forward to man... just thinking of the near future, I can see myself in that corner of that dark 3D space of void in a superfecially pressed set of working clothes.

I am so going to move out. I need space. I need to cry. I need to jam. to skate. to snowboard. to take photos. to booze. to get drunk. to get laid. to party till I drop. to have kids. to buy a powerbook. I need to bathe. to take a long hot shower. a long hot and steamy shower. a long hot, steamy and ok I shall not go there.

What a Fousy day.