Forgive me if i spout nonsense today for i admit i am partially high from the alcohol that i consumed only for the sake or saving both my brother and my client... from the unearthly intentions of the naughty few. Seeing my bro asleep soundly and a missed call from my client, i am glad that my part-time body guard job is done. It has been an interesting day, and a thought fulfilling day. Managed to hear encouraging words about relationships from my client's friend.. and her thought about it was rather well, a bit too good to be true. But, it made sense and related a hell lot to me. = ) I guess at this point of time, i really should focus hard and not be distracted. I know i am impulsive and am unfaithfully driven by desire, but since i know it, i can change. I am a born dreamer.. and i know i can make things happen given the right motivation, and i'm half wa y there... i know im close.. need the right discipline and right set of mind. Things i have to give up have to go... I must be responsible. I must grow up. I have to learn to be independent all over again. FOLLOW YOUR HEART with the right MIND. Desires..... really, please go away.