I constantly find that i've been too practical towards things. I try to do things most efficiently and quickly, hating to waste any time. Perhaps it is the pressure from family, finance, family and family. No, they're not horrible monsters. In fact, their support and encouragements, sacrifices and understanding is the reason i feel pressured. Acknowledging is not enough, I have to do something. Something to show I appreciate all you've done, and here's my love back. Because of this I want to live right, be responsible and decide my priorities in life.

Sometimes, i hate that i'm like that. Even my feelings and emotions are controlled. Till a point i'm almost inhuman. But i still thank God that my passion and dreams still embarrassingly drives me recklessly towards hills and mountains and never-ending roads that continually affirms me that i am lost. But, i love being lost. = ) Well, i'm never much of a navigator anyway.

Now, my life has taken a turn. I never look back. I never regret. That's the way I am. When i finally decide on something, I will never turn back. There will be times I'm lost and i can't decided, and i'm hanging on and all... the whole process sucks really. and that's why when i decide to move on. I move on. Don't look at me like a girl. I know what i want. And for now, I want love...

nah.. kidding. I want KFC.